Ended Up a Stranger
(Many thanks to Chris Eckman for sending these to us. All lyrics used by permission.)



Lazarus Heart

I keep crashin'
into parked cars

waitin' for a horse
and it's blue rider'

followed you that night
you tasted lucky

we staggered blessed
your scars they,... matched, my dress

never mind,
the happy ending

Maybeline eyes
and trampolines

old tattoos
burned, in their parlors

Christmas lights and mangers
spook you cold

Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart

we forget,
we risk,
we're tired,
we're true
veils and whispers
rivers of ether

cigarettes and perfume
...a single gunshot,
to the foot

we staggered blessed
your scars they.... matched... my dress

Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart

ready to drift
flat out forget
pull up and quit
look past the shit
we go nowhere
..we just get smaller, in the distance

said you wanna' see
what I look like inside
drew a hangman on a napkin
and you started laughin'
don't take prophets to see
this world will need
it's sorry chances

Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart, Lazarus Heart


Radiant

Radiant ghost
love you the most
call me from the next town
call me when you lie down

Were you drownin'
or just wavin' ?
as you pulled away
pulled away

Home is the one thing
that winds us in wire
Home is the one thing
you can't face alone

..If the glow of the ember
helps you to remember
don't let them go
don't let em' go

So many stars and still we starve

Don't you tire of this hunger?
Of the spirit... that you've spent
It's a wasted road, we wander
when only one love
is radiant

Radiant skin
touch me again
love will not kill you
but wisdom sure will

last night I saw the ghosts
jumpin' ... from the train
chased em' as they walked away
asked em', if they knew your name

where only our... love... is radiant
where only our... love... is radiant


Life: The Movie

Why do you whisper?
It's true, true lovers whisper
or don't say anything
at all
the greatest story never told
both of us are feelin' old
been feelin' everything
and nothin' much
Oh, look beyond....

past the cities edge
where the horizon dips
and all the strip mall hookers
show promotion clips
and Life: The Movie
portrays us working stiffs
aaah.... as wastrels on
watch ourselves again
on some wasted trip
givin' up on love
just for the fuck of it
oh life: the movie,
so easy to forget
the angels and aliens, are restless,
ain't gonna' stay
they're countin' down the days
till they leave us alone
can't see them anyway
electric colors, cut a swath
but leave no trace
why do we advertise,
that we have lost this race?
if we were proud, we'd hide
but since we've lost
watch ourselves again
let's call the whole thing off

life: the movie ends
when the villain says
that he will apprehend
but then rides off instead
let us drown in peace
life: the movie, showin'
six and one-half days a week
life: the movie endin'
when they kick us hard
to make sure we're dead
and not just dreamin'
the truth of our lies
the thrill of our wrongs
are these the last things on earth,
that still turn us on?
and in a flash
we'll feel the crash
don't forget to breathe
don't forget to laugh
look beyond
watch ourselves again
Life: The Movie's on
in every single town
Life: The Movie plays
til we finally beg
let us bleed all day
the last hurrah
a forecast of our times
I refuse to fall
you'll choose t' just go blind
when Life: The Movie plays
I'll turn away..... I'll put out my eyes


More Heat Than Light

I never met your castanets
I never met them Spanish singers
said you drank with them
in a Hamburg bar
drank all night
though they were younger

and in the taxi home
you lost your phone
but you say, you're better off without it
I never lose, my temper anymore
but I know just where to find it

there are moments of grace
in the heat of the chase
more heat than light

a freeway overpass, in the fog
the future catches, up with us quickly
and though the sky is what I... wish I saw
I'll settle for your memory

crippled pigeons
earthquake stores
gypsies point you to the door
terra cotta traces
I remember all the towns
but not the faces

there are moments of grace
in the heat of the chase
more heat than light

tremblin' hands
tremblin' knees
the shiverin' of souls
the surrenderin' of greed
your friends all told me, that you
knew what you were doin'

silk or cedar
ivory of bone
not a single kiss is worth a stone
unless we say it is
unless we pray it is
come on, and say it is
|: more heat than light :|


Fallen Down Moon

there's a place between
shadow and light
where your scars will shine
then disappear

there's a love
that will cut'us in two
first we're wild
and then we drink

but there's a comfort in our sadness
wisdom in our wrongs
a music to our madness
silent songs

we lose for our own good
we break the best
when nothin's left

makin' out with Judas
just to make your bail
we do shit like that
jus' before we crack

but there's splendor in the cracks
and gold in the darkest blue
I dreamed you're comin' back
I dreamed I'd wait for you
but I'm gettin' tired of dreamin'

Fallen Down Moon
if everything goes wrong
so what
Fallen Down Moon ...

we built a lot of things you know
and still they glow

We lose for our own good....we break the best when nothin's left


See It In The Dark

Tryin' hard to keep this
I see it in the dark
I see it in the dark

Lost my way
right from the start
but I see it in the dark
I see it in the dark

every lick and every lie
every bliss, and every good bye
I see it in the dark
I see it in the dark

Finally time
to go out dancin'
...pull the blue suit
from the bag

the one you bought
for my husband's funeral
in hopes he would
up and die

in a clutch or in a bind
at times I, still can... find the time
to see it in the dark
I see it in the dark

my hopes are wicked... my tears are blind
at times I still can...find the time

to chase the spark... feel the charge
it's going dim... it's nearly gone

Can you see it in the dark?
I see it in the dark
I see it in the dark....see it....see it
I see it in the dark....see it....see it


Lest We Forget

your lazy body
lyin' in the snow
a sparkle in the trees

oh, busy body
let's take it back upstairs
to a room that disappears

Intoxicatin'
the glint, the gleam
headlights through the window
shadowin' the dream

lest we forget
where these shadows met
lest we forget
where these shadows met

greedy angel
reflectin' green n' red
hovers on the sill
steals sheets off the bed

intoxicatin'
stumble back downstairs
stretch for the sparkle
fallin', from your hair

lest we forget
where these shadows met
lest we forget
where these shadows met

run for your life....run baby run


Winslow Place

planes
fly low
over our heads
over our bed
the sky went lavender
for just one day
the sky went lavender
for just one day

faith... and faithful
grace... and grateful

the wind at Winslow Place
reached all the rooms
the wind at Winslow Place
reached all the rooms

don't ya' know
there is hope
braided in the rope
drag your fear
to the clear
I'll take it for my own

don't call
just show
don't bend my ear
don't want to know
caress
don't confess it
murder time
don't possess it

reach down
surrender
you were my sad
reckless driver

the wind at Winslow Place
reached all the rooms
the wind at Winslow Place
raced after you

the swallows
pause
then streak
n' turn
then fade into the North
guide wires
suspend them
not from heaven
not from earth
I know they'll be returnin'
and I guess I know you won't


Cul-de-Sac

two years since it snowed
the streets are slush and dirt
they bleed like strangers

when you first came home
there were seashells in your eyes
we took things real slow

but now, you've bought their bill of goods
it's the same old shit
'cept the end is quick

you seem to love it on your lips
if you could just stand up
we'd rise forever

Cul-de-sac
better watch your back
my heart's a dead-end

all memory is cursed
the river use to freeze
we walked on thick ice

and rememberin' is worse
I've lived to save the dead
and not the livin'

Cul-de-sac
better watch your back
my heart's a dead-end

flint n' bone n' tin
ya' started stut-te-rin' again
knife prayers n' blistered nerves
the last words that you heard
as you loosened from the world
can I get a witness?


Climb

misery's a hostage
that you treat too fair, and
the weekends are a washout
filled with bright despair, and
you lose yourself in your work,
will you come up for air?, and
if you hate me just for tryin'
you'll hate me when I'm done
I swear

climb me up
if you need some bones
on which to climb
climb me tall
I don't believe, your love of nothin'
climb me still
I won't wander
you will whistle
throw your sullen wings away

honesty is violence
that you took too far, and
I loved you, from the first night
we both got fucked up, in my car

climb me up if you need some bones
on which to climb
climb me tall
don't believe, your love of nothin'
climb me still
I won't wander
you will whistle
throw your sullen wings away
for good
throw your sullen wings away


Ended Up A Stranger

cacophonous and slippery
4:35 in the mornin'
and I'm drivin'
these streets

tryin' to capture every sound
my microphone
hangs out, the back seat window

and what I don't succeed
in capturin'
turns weightless and indifferent

Lord, I've become a stranger.... in my old haunts

blips and bleeps
and siren squalls
this town it just gets richer
and it's teeth get clenched

and I am just a statue
of a long lost fearless age

our maladies
our strategies
this microphone
my wanderin's aside

Lord, I've become a stranger.... in my old haunts

hello desire'
and what your spooky name
implies

in you, I found my silk
and swagger,
the calm before the prize

and though I,
once was warned
you'd be the grave in which I'd lie

with you, I was no stranger.... in my old haunts

someday I'll hit the turnpike
speed past a truck stop
burnin'

it'll streak my rearview mirror
it'll fade, a lonely flicker

and I'll listen to these tapes I've made
my symphony of phantoms
Lord, I've ended up a stranger, in my old haunts
I've become a stranger.... in my old haunts



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