A Janela


All songs by Chris Eckman, Wolffsongs/BMG Ufa Musikverlage


Fireworks

I was insane to think those secrets
were just mine

and that a blowtorch and a blanket
could ease your mind

don't forget me straightaway
don't forget me sight unseen
don't you forget about me

like fireworks on a waterwheel
only the smoke remains
only the smoke is real
and burns will heal

least thats what I've seen
least thats what I believe
today

I was wrong to trick your silence
to tempt your trust

and to find your one arm danglin'
was just my luck

chorus

Intrusions

I was down to my three last straws
when your sister came
and took your pictures off the walls

and the nails left hangin'
was all I saw
the nails left hangin'
hangin' on the wall

I won't change anything
I'd just change everything
I won't change anything
I'd just change everything

I didn't know, that intrusions
had been planned
but I'll make the best of them
kill everything I can

if you think my protests
are in vain and thinly veiled
you haven't been here
you haven't watched a past impaled

refrain
down to my seven worthy sins
I feel your vacancy
your gaze across my skin

I feel your triumphs
guess they're finally sinkin' in

underneath the viaduct
you parked your car
I watched you swim

I remember you grateful
as you were comin up for air

I remember you graceful
sad wings were floatin' there

refrain

The Drag

don't wanna drag ya down again
don't wanna drag ya down
don't wanna vex your patience again
don't wanna drag this out

You say that we're at least
a two day drive from the cliff
but I'm already here
I'm already lookin' over it
as flux as they seemed
I still remember our dreams
that's why this hurts
why this only makes things worse

don't wanna drag ya down again
don't wanna drag ya down
don't wanna vex your patience again
don't wanna drag this out

are we
halfway home or halfway gone?
halfway lit or halfway wrong
are we half a diamond?
or cutglass fools?
Am I half afraid?
or half in love with you?

don't wanna drag ya down again
don't wanna drag ya down
don't wanna vex your patience again
don't wanna drag this out

won't strap you to the mast
in a storm I can't defend
won't strip you of your jewels
ain't nothin' to pretend
the tether is loose
spinnin' further from the pole
should I recognize we're twisted
out of control
there's no victory in this
there's too much history in this
there's no victory in this
(chorus)

Ghostface

put on the ghostface
stagger to my place
we can fuck up the night
get fucked till it's light

the balcony hangs from two threads
the steeple it teeters half-dead
the Basilica sings silver bells
we all could be happy in hell

put on the ghostface
la la la la

put on the ghostface
stagger down to the Docks
we'll get locked in the Baixa
stretch it thin in Barrio Alto

we'll get caught in the headlights
spillin' tricks from the bag
our old bag of tricks
ripped right down the side

put on the ghostface
la la la la la

down Rua Dom Pedro
to Largo Do Carmo
see the rivets and ravens
the whole wasted ensemble

you said tonight
every vision
will be stricken with charm
the hangovers started
the millenium's bombed

put on your ghostface
la la la la

Deadwood

bet ya know the way,
straight outta here
bet you could show,
me one thing or two

ya say I save a sadness,
for every day that I'm here
a different laugh
a different kind of tear

throw the deadwood on the fire
the smoke is risin'
higher and higher
shake the ashes from your hair
let em scatter
everywhere
there's more deadwood, where this came from
I'll show ya
if you wanna come

But if you've had enough
just say when
when you've seen too much
just say stop
when enough is enough
let's give it a rest
look at me and say:
"I ain't that tough"

blindman slowly shuffles down
the sidewalk of stars
a sickle moon
your face unveiled

who would thought
I coulda believe it or not
I could take it or leave it
could keep what I've got
who woulda thought
could keep what I've got

chorus

enough is enough

Fadista

absinthe slew my abstinence
and my appetites they followed

once you've used your forbidden teeth
all bitterness seems hollow

chew it up to spit it out
just like there's no tomorrow
beauty's taken a beating round hear
ever since the death of Fado

from this shore I seek good tides
I can see all the way to Jersey

I'm at the edge of the things I find
but my solitude is not worried

you could be my invisible star
our mysterious lady of the sorrows

But I will not build a shrine to you
of all the dust I've swallowed

the silver's all been emptied out
from the vaults of old Chiado
beauty's taken a beating round here
since the long, slow death of Fado

on the street that night, I heard her sing
her arms wrapped round her boombox

stood with sunglasses and black hair
two men her sentries, silent

her song was of a river town
and the blind fadista's honor
beauty's taken a backseat to pain
ever since the death of Fado

but I trust you will choose beauty again
just like there's no tomorrow

May You Have Strength

may you have strength
may you have hope
may you have love
the better end of the rope
the hope inside of the hope

may you trick time
may you bear dreams
may you find out
just where your gonna sleep
and whose gonna sing ya to sleep

we knew just what we were doin'
we weren't just along for the ride

but that don't take the pain away
once pearls scatter
some pearls we won't ever find

may you have strength
a messed up bed
a river of hands
where only you can swim
a sweet bitter love
a change that's gonna, gonna come

may you have a past
may you judge it as just
may you never break
may you roll in the dust
and still be able to trust

lost confetti strewn, in the culverts of the avenue
all is forgiven is true
don't even care yourself, don't care myself somehow

may you have strength
may you have hope
may you have love
the better end of the rope
the hope inside of the hope
the better end of the rope
the hope inside of the hope
may you have strength
the hope inside of the hope

The Other Side of Night

though I don't want to stop this
I'm afraid we're headed for
the other side of night
no, I don't want to stop this
but I'm afraid we're headed for
the other side of night
and though I want to think otherwise
we can't be sure we'll make it, in the light
don't wanna go, the other side of night
don't want you to go, the other side of night

they say what we start with
is what we end up with
who are they anyway?

if it's just a fools errand
a false hope rekindled
I still want you to stay

your eyes they can burn
the distance between
every mile I've seen

don't let the morning catch us
with places to go
and nowhere we wanna be

chorus
nighttown's a ghosttown
but all it's stupid letdowns
have fallen away

each time you whisper
it's as loud as the trainwreck
can I keep what you say?

in this city by the river
the estuary glistens
seabirds fly for you

one can dream of a city
but he better live for the girl
and that's what I'm gonna do

20 Minutes on a Train


rollin' down the Cascais line
spirit of eden on the phones
trackin' dead ahead

the concerte palms
the breezeway steps
take the sea to task
till I forget
on balance, this is all impossible

bless this day
ain't nothin' left for us
to throw away

bless this day
never owned the rain
never owned a thing
can't take me anywhere

if the fever's cheap
why don't it break?
last year's corruptions
runnin' late, almost untouchable

a window seat, on the Cascais train
headed back to the city
half-convinced I'll stay
and that temporary, still means invincible

bless this day
and all the things we sanctified
to throw away

bless this day
never owned the rain
never owned a thing
can't take me anywhere

the wires blur
the sun's in waitin'
the bridge a snake
the river faded
metallic paint
his name forgotten so quickly
that's a revolution
for you....hmmm
was anybody ready?.....hmmm
thats 20 minutes on a train......hmmm
and another 10 minutes waitin'



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